wheeeeeee

2006-09-14T18:37:00.000-07:00

HOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY... finally the hols are here... wahaha... can enjoy again.. hmmm jux finished my exams.. dun think will do well ba... wanna score for nxt term's exams! hmm nth much actually.. wanna watch 3 movies!!! pulse, haunted apartments and little man!!! who wanna watch wif me? haha!!

hais.. i'm still waiting my dear.........

2006-09-10T03:13:00.000-07:00

I REALISED.....

i finally realised hw important i am to you.. your frens and MJ are more important den going out wif me.. we said earlier on that we're going out.. yet last min u left me alone and said u're going MJ.. and still wan me to go wif u?? despite everything i've done for you.. i'm slowly losing faith and trust and hope on you, for everything u did.. could u do something to prove to me that u really mean wat u say when u say that u love me??? i'm still waiting.........................

2006-08-27T07:31:00.000-07:00

i wanna know
whoever told you i was letting go
of the only joy that i have ever known
girl, they were lying;

just look around
and all of the people that we used to know
haf just given up, they wanna let it go
but we're still trying

so you shld noe this love we share
was nvr made to die
i'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
just you and I

i'm nvr gonna say goodbye
cos i nvr wanna see you cry
i swore to you my love would remain
and i swear it all over again and i
i'm nvr gonna treat you bad
cos i nvr wanna see you sad
i swore to share your joy and your pain
and i swear it all over again
all over again

some people say
that everything has got its place in time
even the day must give way to the night
but i'm not buying
cos in your eyse
i see a love that burns eternally
and if you see how beautful you are to me
you'll know i'm not lying

sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
but even if we try
there are some things in this life won't be denied
won't be denied

i'm nvr gonna say goodbye
cos i nvr wanna see you cry
i swore to you my love would remain
and i swear it all over again and i
i'm nvr gonna treat you bad
cos i nvr wanna see you sad
i swore to share your joy and your pain
and i swear it all over again

the more i know of you is the more i know i love you
and the more that i'm sure i want you forever and ever more
and the more that you love me, the more that i know
oh that i'm nvr gonna let you go
gotta let you know that i

i'm nvr gonna say goodbye
cos i nvr wanna see you cry
i swore to you my love would remain
and i swear it all over again and i
i'm nvr gonna treat you bad
cos i nvr wanna see you sad
i swore to share your joy and your pain
and i swear it all over again

swear it again - westlife

HAVE I TOUCHED UR HEART YET?????

went out wif baby and her mum today.. haha watched snakes on a plane.. thanks alot to her mum for everything today.. LOL.. fion's bro came wif us to watch movie, in the end the show is rated NC-16 therefore he cant watch wif us.. haha so sad lil one.. hafta wait for 4 yrs later ba.. =) hmm went to bugis.. ate claypot rice den they go temple pray.. haha after that send her bro to bus stop den went shopping arnd bugis street.. omg so many nice bags there.. wanna go and buy one day.. LOL.. hmm.. after that sit at starbucks drink iced chocolate and chit chat.. well, wat her mum said got some points there.. haha.. sometimes cannot stick to ur partner for too much.. they might get tired of you one day.. hmm good point there.. hahaha.. after that went to watch movie... den went home liao.. zZzZ.. so tired.... *yawns*

shld i not b too sticky to you?
shld i gif u freedom?
there's a bad thing to it though;
well i'm confused again;
hais, haf i not touched ur heart yet?
that i'm not sure but i guess i haven't =x

2006-08-23T09:38:00.000-07:00

SOMEONE HELP ME PLS????? I FEEL SO INSECURE!!

hmm.. back to blogging liao.. haha.. mia for very long liao.. hmm.. feeling confused recently.. i duno whether shld i treat this r/s seriously or not.. seems like whenever i wanna b serious in a r/s it always turn out bad.. i feel insecure about this r/s.. hais really dunno how to say out how i feel inside me.. it hurts me badly whenever i think of it.. are u serious about it or not? u claimed u are and somehow i can feel it too.. but still i jus feel that something is not right ba.. yes i love you dearly, but do u love me as much as i love u? am i just a replacement for ur ex? have u forgotten about him? yes i'm giving u time. i put my whole heart into it, spending my time wif u everyday, keeping u company, but i dun feel that much love from you at all. am i that bad compared to ur prev one? hais seriously very very very very tired liao.. going to bed liao.. good night.

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one
I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

~~ daniel bedingfield - if u're not the one~~~